Dear H,
I have drifted away from you emotionally. You are the most
depressive person I have met. Trust me I tried hard, really hard to cope with
your mood swings but they are horrible than my hormones. What should I call our
relation? Compromise? Adjustment? I decide not to label it.
You have done a lot for me. I appreciate it. But by the end the
‘doing’ is felt as I owe you something and all the appreciation vanishes.
What have I gained from this relation? The feeling of unworthy,
the feeling of being useless. The worst side of me would have never risen had
it not been for you.
I had been counselled relationship don’t work like this but
not for me, anymore.
Yours probably,
Who will always be there for you but with the heart of
stone.
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Ah enough of us drift like that. Its such a sad reality.
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Thank you. Keep coming back :)
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