TIME IS RUNNING………..HAVE 2 RUN WID D PACE

Was totally disoriented wid time n date 4 most of d days, n wen vision travelled thru d watch n calendar, OH MY GOD!, its almost end of d first mnth of dis yr………..is actually d hands of clock running fast???……….or m d 1 who has lost d pace??...........was almost drowned in books n information on net 4 my thesis……….compiling d info n latest research was tiring…………but no regrets………I loved diving in d info…………….n m almost done wid it…………just few touch ups 4 making it perfect………..its absolutely true………ders still so much 2 learn………..symptoms, signs, investigations, examination have bcum part of life………..but 4 diagnosing a case hve 2 sumtimes crack d brain like eggshell wich req cracking 2 discover new things in it……….i wish had sum neurons frm dr.house ………..researchers says we use only 10% of our brain……………sumtimes I doubt whether my brain is working 10% or even less??? :)………….its d awkward humour n sarcastic behavior thts ruling me now……..as my internship is ending………….due 2 d question WHAT NXT???????............keeping it aside…….as it was wed……..peads opd…………eyes n ears wer ready 2 listen……..but d cloud of embarrassment of not knwing simple n imp facts was more powerful n dark……….i doubt abt disaster in 2012…………..but m sure of me, m nvr gonna remember pediatrics……..has bcum nightmare 4 me…….i try hard 2 study it……….but nvr get thru it………m on d verge of acquiring hypoNa⁺/K⁺ S/S………….sluggish behavior……..weakness……….disorientation……….m not scared if I suffer frm cardiac arrhythmia…..atleast it wud b a faster pace………….rght now m diagnosed wid“AFUNJOYEMIA”…………..severe deficiency of fun n njoyment………….Rx ……………A VACATION………….desperately need 1